Will I become a better person once I start writing this diary of sorts? I think so, becos most of my problems are emotional. And so temporary. Once I write them down and see them in front of me they may lose their fire and I could become more objective and cool down and get out of my bad temper/mood.

OK that was a lot of 'and's!

I have not attended to my work at all for the past 2 days. Sat and Sun i purposely took off. Since this morning I have been trying to get back to study mode but am finding it very difficult. I think I should not give myself holidays at all till i finish the whole damn thing.

The one satisfying thing i did today was sent a letter to the editor on the suicide rates among soldiers The Week June 25. I feel real bad about the conditions of soldiers here. I dont think they are paid enough for what they do.

OK so thats now 2 days old and so far nobody seems to have read it. Thats anonymity for you.

Finally! I have wanted to blog for soooo long, but was a bit worried about the privacy issues. Now I want it sooo much i decided to go for it whatever. So there. I finally have a space where i can write what i want and feel so strongly about and hopefully get reactions to it so i know where i stand.